Remission for me is not flaring and 1-3 painless solid bloodless BMs a day. No real time constraint. I pretty much live in remission, whatever that may be. I eat pretty much everything I want except for the big no no's. Yeah popcorn I'm talking to you. I don't even know what normal is anymore. Maybe its just a figment of my imagination or a memory I can't recall.
I flare once a year now and it varies in severity. Back in the day I used to flare 6, 7, 8, 20 times a year. Odd thing is it started left side but over the years went panco. I guess it spreads. I don't take any pharmaceuticals except rare pred bouts. -sigh- But that's the only thing that seems to trick my immune system into chilling out.
I guess I should be dead by now after 17 years with no medications. Personally I'd rather be dead than put that stuff in me. Nature and my brain are taking care of me. So either I'm stupid or smart. Jury is still out on that one. I'm still fighting it though. Who knows maybe it will kill me tomorrow or I'll get to watch my son grow old. Idk.
Post Edited (ucwarrior) : 3/18/2012 8:10:00 PM (GMT-6)