They're mesalamine enemas, generic Rowasa I guess. I was so happy for a week - it was like a 180 turnaround for me. Over the weekend I was able to go for a decent walk with my husband, beyond the two blocks to the Starbucks that I normally feel comfortable walking, without that 'what if?' thought in my head constantly.
Then today... official Bad Day. I was sent home from work (I work in a tiny company and our accounting/HR person also has UC so she knows what I'm going through.) I had... there aren't enough words to describe things since I can't technically call it diarrhea but it might as well have been. Stomach cramps, running to the bathroom, a little bit of liquid gas (for a while I was wondering if it was enema remnants finding its way out) and eventually pass a little ball of solid poop. about
10 times, with an Immodium in there to slow things down.
And I have *no* energy.. I come home from work and fall asleep until my husband wakes me up to see if I've eaten, and then go to bed. And I'm barely able to stay awake through work despite this. I'm assuming prednisone withdrawal? I'm at 5mg every other day for 10 days, last one on the 4th. The thought of medical leave keeps crossing my mind but it's just not possible (being a tiny company and July is basically claimed as far as vacations go.)
My husband is trying to cheer me up saying I'm getting *better*, I'm just not in remission yet. Longer times between "bad days", etc.
And am I allowed to skip the enemas for a night? I just don't think my butt can handle any more tonight.