twizliz77,
Sorry to hear the position you are currently finding yourself in.
I agree with stereo - don't put negative thoughts out there on ending up in the same mental state as your mom or grandma.
However, I do have to tell you that many do not find prednisone a great solution to ending a bleeding flare - it didn't work for me at all.
I would suggest you get another doctor to take care of you, and perhaps another hospital, where they are a little more empathic of your disease and your concerns, no?
Is Prednisone the only thing they are treating you with?
If you, that's not very proactive.
There are so many other alternatives and combo treatment methodologies.
I hope you start to feel better soon.