cort enemas over a month?

seasons, I think you're being too hard on yourself. To be honest, in my last flare up, I was feeling so desperate, I was on prednisone, using cortifoam 1-2x a day, taking Asacol, took antibiotics, used rectal mesalamines and nothing helped! It was so frustrating. It wasn't until I started 6mp that I got things under control and even then, I wasn't one of the lucky people who were seeing results from the 6mp in a few weeks. It took a good 5 months!! I struggled the whole time to get into the theraputic range. This illness is so unpredictible. I think taking Pristiq has helped my mental state to where I am not as much of a worrier which is great for me. Give it some time, I am sure something you're doing will start to work for you, if not, you can always opt for something else. You have a lot of options.