Ya, I guess I should respond to
somedude.......
there is a big difference between being scared of being killed in a country like afghanistan and scared of being a medical frankenstien because the ostomy is infected, or I develop pouchitis, or all the other things eveyone has problems with. My luck with this disease as far has not been good so why expect good results from the surgery?
I now live an active life 4 wheelin' snowboarding, and whatever other dangerous crap I can do....Im scared to lose all that because Im in the hospital all the time.......im scared im going to be a burden to my family.....to my son, my wife........so am I scared ya absolutely!!!!,
P.S, Im a Combat Engineer served 8 months in Afghanistan, and 4 in Pakistan im not just some base hobbit, so if the implication was that I have not seen the terrible and horrific things war has done to my friends and the afghan people than your dead wrong.....