Posted 12/28/2013 1:49 PM (GMT 0)
Another horrible night/morning...think I have a low grade fever but no idea where the thermometer is.
I hurt so bad and it seems like there is more blood every night..it eases a bit in the afternoon sometimes......yesterday I ALMOST felt normal....just exhausted.....then comes back worse.
It seems like before the hospital stuff...maybe that was the UC? I was eating whatever, though healthy cuz I did'nt know, but only missed work a bit stuck on the toilet, then after that whole episode I'd feel fine. That's what it sounds like life is in a flare for most of you? I know a few people like ember have pain though...But I supposedly am only mild to moderate. Is curled up panting for hours normal for UC?
Since I had the first colonoscopy...I'm in so much pain most days and the Flagyl hasn't done squat...maybe get rid of some of the diarrhea. Initially, I just had pain in my lower left...now it goes all the way around.
Part of me is like, if this how my UC is going to be, I just want to throw in the towel, and go live with relatives because its been two months of letting clients down. It's actually an ethical violation I think if Ikeep doing this. On the other hand, if its the c. diff...I just want to say hey, knock this out people!
I was so optimistic yesterday afternoon...right now I feel so sick. On a Saturday again of course.
I don't know how to tell what is my disease, and what is my infection. Being diagnosed with both the same week doesn't make it any less confusing I imagine.....and then hearing how prednisone and flagyl work against each other. *sigh* Nothing seems to work right now..........