another day

Hi,
here I am, still bleeding daily... I thought I was improving and these last weeks I was hopeful, thinking I was going to reach remission because the bleeding was really minimum but yesterday I had more blood and I feel quite depressed.
Currently I am having (daily) 3g oral mesalazine, one supp of 500 mg during the day and 1g of mesalazine foam before going to bed (I hate the foam but I think is quite effective).
The thing is, ¿it is safe to keep having so much medication long term? And, ¿there is any mental trick to ignore the bleeding? Because I find the mental aspect of this condition it's hard, always worrying about the future... it really undermines my confidence ... and I am not so ill, or am I?
Thank you for reading!

yup, agree with the cat man -

bleeding will become as common as breathing if you're unfortunate to have it for very long - just try not to focus on the scary part of it - it's just a symptom like all the rest - no better, no worse -

once you find the right mix of drugs, diet, and supplements (or whatever you find that works) that allow your body to heal, the blood will eventually go away -

Don't forget to check your iron levels. If you are losing blood, you may need iron supplements. Low iron saps energy.