I am sorry you're struggling. You really need to remain on your medication to keep the symptoms at bay. I understand how difficult it can be to afford to keep up with medication, especially when you're young and you may not have steady income :( There are programs that can help. I know with Lialda, there is a program that brings copays down to $10. I think there is one for apriso too. You should definitely look into it. You should also ask your GI about
rectal medication. Proctitis is best treated with something rectal because it's not easy to reach that area with oral medication.
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