How exciting! When I joined this forum almost 8 months ago, there is NO WAY i thought I would be having SURGERY!
But here we are today... one week away from my colectomy w/ end ileostomy!
Step 1 of 3 in my journey to an S-Pouch... if I choose to continue that journey after HOPEFULLY getting my life back after Step 1!
I am so excited. And nervous. And anxious. Mostly excited.
Once I start to think about
surgery itself... I get a bit scared. Going under... waking up. All the needles. The bells and whistles that will be coming out and going into me....
But when I think ahead... when I think of the Girls With Guts retreat in October. Or actually being able to EXPERIENCE the holidays this year... WOW... that's EXCITING!
I wanted to post and let you guys know how excited I am - and also how I am doing physically.
This week home since my week in the hospital has NOT been easy. I sometimes doubt I will make it my entire week until the surgery, without having to be admitted. I am trying to take it easy... and I feel it when I don't!
I did have my Pre-Op appt down in Madison. I was given lots of information and two little marks on my belly for stoma placement options!
I recently updated my profile and changed my Homepage from my youtube page to my youcaring fundraiser page. I know it is not allowed to post fundraising links, but I wanted to post that it IS my homepage incase anyone wants to check out my updates (kind of a mini blog) and my photo gallery. LOTS of pictures up there, including three from this week. I will continue to post updates to that page (and pictures) as my journey continues. And of course will try to keep everyone updated here as well!
Can you believe it guys... a WEEK AWAY!!! ahhhh!!!
Thank you all for everything the last 8 months - you have been amazing! And I plan to continue to stalk to UC boards.... even after I become one of the dreaded surgery people