Posted 8/17/2015 4:43 AM (GMT 0)
Content -- thanks for checking in, it's good to hear from you. I was glad to read that your health sounds relatively stable, enough to really be thankful for. I was a bit surprised to hear you say you don't regret Remicade, but then I thought about my last severe flare, and immediately understood. Let us hope you are able to maintain things well going forward.
So... I did go to Mayo earlier this month. I received your post on here last week, but was too mentally exhausted to reply. Mayo was the last stop I had in line, and I was ready to completely let all of that world go, if only for a bit.
Did I receive an answer to what my pains are from? Yes.
I initially saw rheumatology, and was extremely pleased with the physician I saw. I had organized and prepared a 2" binder full of medical records, sorted by physician. I had a complete spreadsheet created of all my tests and results over the past five years, by doctor. I had a symptoms journal, and an overall symptom description... complete with a diagram of a body with the areas I feel the pain indicated. What resulted was a very clear and effective communication between the doctor and I.
Within 45 minutes into the appointment the doctor said that he thinks that the Remicade triggered this pain issue in me. The key word is "triggered", because now he thinks that my brain has been changed, to where it is perceiving pains that are not actually there. We can't know for sure if it was the Remicade, but it lines up very well, he asserts (emphatically) that he DOES see patients get the same pain issues when treated with Remicade.
There are a couple very important and interesting notes here:
-Why did prednisone help at 40 mg?
His answer: Prednisone can release endorphins in the brain, and that is very likely what happened in my situation. It wasn't an anti-inflammatory situation, it was a PAIN-KILLING situation. This makes sense, because my SED Rates have been either marginally above normal (17-22 where 15 is normal) and down to 12 recently -- which indicates I was not very inflamed.
-I have a degree of hypermobility:
I can put my legs behind my head without touching them when sitting. I can take an arm and nearly lay it along my shoulders and neck where it looks broken. Why is this important? The doctor said that there is a correlation between hypermobility and pain. It is not 100%; he said: "It's like smoking, not everyone that smokes gets lung cancer, and not everyone with lung cancer smokes. BUT, around 50% of people with hypermobility have pain issues." So, it sounds like my body is a susceptible candidate to get pain in general.
-We also addressed Epstein-Barr Concerns:
When preparing for Mayo I reviewed all collected records, and found one EBV test that showed a replicating viral infection (EBV PCR) where the DNA was replicating in fall 2013. This should have been caught and I should have been scanned to rule out lymphomas since I was on Remicade, but it was overlooked by infectious disease. Whoops! >:-( Anyways, there were several other EBV titers done in fall 2012 and 2013 that showed "equivocal" levels of IgM (indicates active infection), and one positive. This was certainly another concern. HOWEVER -- we had all of these labs repeated at Mayo, and they came back clean. It was likely a much unneeded variable, but not the ultimate cause.
What does all of this mean?
-I will likely feel better with time... the brain should slowly change back.
I ended up only seeing rheumatology while at Mayo. The rheumatologist recommended I see Infectious Disease, in what sounded more like a precaution. However, they were difficult to get into. I had labs done, and after some basic EBV titers were done I felt comfortable enough to head home. Mayo offers an "E-Consult" option where a doctor will look over my records and labs, and give their opinion. The following is the summary of that:
Infectious Disease E-Consult
-I have had low level EBV reactivation (when I was on Remicade).
-Rheumatology doesn't think that is what caused the pains -- and ID tends to agree.
-A low level EBV situation can be due to lower levels of cellular immunity -- such as with transplant patients.
-I have low levels of cellular immunity -- but "not quite to the level of someone who has had a solid organ transplant."
-My CT scans showed no signs of issues with lymph nodes or such.
-No further imaging or evaluation for EBV issues was thought necessary.
Where I'm At Now:
-I have a phone consult with Mayo's pain management late this month.
-I'm taking a little sabbatical from thinking about all of this too intensely.
I do wonder why my immunity is low; I actually just saw that today (finally found the e-consult full record). Will worry about that later.
Essentially -- I think over time I will keep feeling better. I'll talk to my GP, immunology and pain management some as time goes on here.
The good note: My wife and I think I'm at least 10% (she thinks more) better than I was this winter regarding the pains. I can sit up while in pain, and use the heating pad less.
Thanks for listening. I seriously hope all of this helps someone.