Posted 2/24/2015 2:52 PM (GMT 0)
Sometimes I worry about this because I read so much about this disease and treatments. I was so fearful of going on azathioprine because of the things I read about side effects, but then when I didn't have any issues the first month I was on it I was relieved. Unfortunately, I started feeling bad when my dose was increased the 2nd month and it turned out that it was affecting my liver and I had to stop taking it. I don't think that I manifested that outcome though because I genuinely wanted it to work and after having no side effects at all the first month I thought my fears had been baseless.
I think it's good to be aware of potential side effects, but it has to be kept in perspective -- not everyone gets them -- in fact, most people don't get them -- and when we are sick and need medicines the potential benefits have to be weighed against the risk of doing nothing because of fear of something that may or may not happen. I may need to go on biologics soon and am very scared, but I am more scared about what could happen if I don't
Fear is human, but we also can't let fear control our lives. hmmm ... that doesn't just apply to medicines ;)