Am I ever going to get out of this horrible flare!!!

Hi!
I have been sick now for over a month!
Running to the bathroom with blood clots - some days- fifty times a day!
Started Humira last week, and am on Entocort- EC
After my first Humira shot last week, I started to feel a little better, actually was able to leave the house, and had a fun day, yesterday.
Today, I am bleeding really badly, all over, again. Tried the Mesalamines, made me worse, Doc wants me to also use cortisone suppositories for the inflammation lower down, but can't keep it in.
I am doing my second Humira shot tonight. I had a bad itching hive for one week after the Humira shot.
I am so sad, and discouraged. Having no quality of life- really sucks.
I have never been so depressed. Have lost ten pounds already. Doc said try Ensure or Boost- made me worse ..
I am at my wits end.
Please I need some encouraging words !!!

Entocort is often not a good med for UC because it releases too far up to be of much help, but it is cheap. How is your insurance? Have you made any diet changes or been taking any high dose probiotics? How long have you UC? It's hard to believe that one month ago you were a normal person and one month later you are going fifty times per day. That would be a very fast progression. Have you been tested for c-diff recently? Sometimes Humira can bring on c-diff easier.

Thanks for all of your responses!
Today was my worst day, so far!
Uceris is supposed to be better than Enticort- but is well over $1000.00.
As it is my Humiira shots are almost 1300.00 a shot! Taking my 2nd shot tonight. I did take Benedryl before the shot- still broke out in a bad itching hive about the size if a half dollar for about a week . I am so weary, and frightened .