GC4249 said...
notsosick, I am wondering why more people don't make the decision for surgery - either j-pouch or permanent stoma bag? After all, it is the only current "cure" for colitis.
What puzzles me more is the steroids and immunosuppressants come with potentially such damaging side effects - some life threatening or possibly worse than the original UC symptoms. They don't cure UC, so it's more like putting a band aid on a festering sore.
And even if these meds induce remission without causing horrible side effects, there is still the life you describe of doctors, tests etc as well as the uncertainty of when the UC monster will reappear.
Wouldn't surgery be better than running the risk of steroids and immunosuppressants (and having the months or years of trial and error to get the right potion of meds)? And wouldn't surgery, at least in the long term, be better than the anxiety that lurks with the unpredictability of UC and the psychological impact of being crippled by the symptoms?
I realize the answer to these questions are subjective and every individual makes the choices that are right for them - and this is not meant to critique those decisions. But when I read about the horrible side effects of steroids, the steroid dependency, the risks of immunosuppressants etc. which, at best, induce remission for an indeterminable period of time, it makes me wonder why more UCers don't throw in the drugs and go for surgery .....
it's not a simple surgery, and unlike other surgeries, it leaves you in a different state than when you went into it. People who have surgery for their appendix removal come out 100% normal. People who have colon surgery end up using the bathroom much more often than someone with a working colon.
In my opinion, for me, the trade off has been well worth it. I can do a lot more now than I could when I had a flare up, or when a felt like a flare up was looming (which was always).
Some people are in really stable remission with meds, and their time at the doctor, spending on rx and inconvenience is minimal. For me, I never had a good response to medication, everything I tried either had no effect or it made me sicker in some way. I wasn't a good candidate for anything. I guess if i were managing 100% perfectly on some treatment, even if it was costing my insurance 20k a month, and it caused me to have to go to the doctor every other month, and get needle pricks every month, and I had to worry about
the future impact of the med and the future impact of the UC on my life, I would have tolerated all of that in hopes that things remained in a decent shape. That's just what you do. You think your colon is HUGELY important to daily function. Now I see that it really wasn't. You are never capable of seeing that before you lose it. I kind of knew, I always contemplated it, I just never did anything to facilitate it happening before it was necessary - I was scared. You read a lot of horror stories too and that makes you question it. After I had septic shock, it put things in perspective for me. I knew I didn't want to be limited forever.
It's weird here, I have to keep my positivity about
surgery to a minimum. I've been very clear about
my own appreciation for surgery, but if I ever say it's a "good idea", I am called a "pusher" so I try not to ever say anyone should consider it. I just say I did and I am happy