valli1234 said...
Released today from the hospital. Trying to take it easy, still suffering from mild pain yet nothing like before. Had my first medium size meal today and no problems. For the longest time I regretted having these surgeries but today for the first time in a long time I am truly happy and thankful for my J pouch and feeling normal to just sit and go to the bathroom like I did before.
That's great news! I hate to hear you felt like you regretted it, but really, in my case and probably a lot of other folks, we didn't have much of an option. It was either, do something, or keep pumping our bodies full of drugs and still spend 20 out of 24 hours a day on the can. I didn't want to have surgery. It was my #1 fear and the last thing I wanted, and there are days I have a lot of trips, and I don't love it, but my worst day, is still a lot better than my best day with UC. I love the freedom of not needing drugs. I never hit my medical deductible, I don't need drugs, don't need monitoring. it's very liberating. I love the idea that I could take off to another country, or travel for work or pleasure on a whim. I could take off to the beach right now... I like feeling like I am no longer a slave to an illness. I really feel bad for people who deal with chronic illness, but I am thankful I don't consider myself ill anymore, though I am still tired a lot... but I was long before UC.