Hi, Katie G, welcome to this forum. I am a new member myself, but I have found it to be an incredible resource in the past month or so.
I can just tell you what I am planning to do, since I have not had the procedure done but I am scheduled for the week of October 20th. I am hoping for the best (quick recovery), but preparing for a slow recovery just in case. I work full-time and I have mentioned at work that I may be on short-term disability for up to a month if necessary. I have always been one to push myself, but I know this is one time when I have to take it easy and make sure the recovery is successful. I'd rather take it easy than push myself too hard and go back to square one. Of course, you are very young and in excellent physical shape I am sure as a former ballet dancer, so this enhances your chances of a quick recovery.
Let me tell you a little bit about myself and my situation so you can compare notes and maybe help you make a decision. I just turned 40 and have always been an extremely healthy person. I have always kept myself in shape - I have been running for the past 25 years as part of my healthy lifestyle. I have also taken many forms of dance throughout the years because I find it a fun, creative and beautiful way to exercise (Samba, Flamenco, Modern, Jazz, etc.), but never ballet! In the past 3 years I have taken on long distance running (marathon training) just as a challenge and change of pace to my running routine. I eat very healthy and in fact, when they did one of the zillion tests I've had done to figure out what was wrong with me, the technician commended me on my healthy eating habits because she said my arteries were completely clear of any plague... it was a proud moment in a very difficult past few months! So, as you can see, I've always been healthy, I hardly ever get sick and was very proud of this fact as I was reaching the big 40 mark!
Now we back track to July/August of '07. I started feeling some chest pains and I just did not feel right. I went to see a cardiologist that my younger sister recommended (she has some other congenital heart defect). Heart disease runs in our family, as my father died of a fatal heart attack when he was 58 and my mother had a mild stroke less that a year after that (this was about 12 years ago and is one of the many reasons I take such good care of my health). about 8 years ago, I went to see this same cardiologist as a preventive measure. All he found was a murmur, Mitral Valve Prolapse, but I had no symptoms at the time. He told me to keep doing what I was doing (eating heathy and exercising regularly) because it was working and it reduced my risk of heart disease from high to medium as a result (it is automatically high because of family history on both sides of the family). So that was that and I never went to see him again. But 8 yrs. later, I started feeling tired and had the chest pains and I went back. He did an EKG, some blood work and even a stress test and they all came back fine. He said, "You are young and healthy. Continue doing what you are doing, keep exercising, you are fine, there is nothing wrong with you." Nobody wants to be sick, least of all me, so these were the words I wanted to hear an wanted to believe, so I did. I started training in early Sept. '07 for the ING Miami Marathon and completed it in January. Throughout the training, I did feel a little more tired than in my previous training round, but I attributed this to getting older, stress, trying to fit too many things into my busy schedule, marathon training being very trying on your body, etc., etc., etc.
But, what started getting my attention was that I was coughing a lot. In January '08, a couple of weeks before the marathon, I developed a really bad cough which turned into an upper respiratory infection, but I pushed through it like a good marathoner and I did and finished my marathon, coughing and all! (For the record, I am not a competitive runner, I run for fun because I love it and it is a wonderful stress reliever for me. Marathon training was just a way to add some "spice" to my running routine). After I completed the marathon, I continued exercising but noticed that I was getting tired much more quickly. A second round of bad coughing/sinus infection developed in March. And a third in May. And throughout this time my energy level started to plummet. This is when I KNEW that something was wrong. But, just in case I needed more convincing, on April 29th I partially lost my vision in my right eye (it was like a cracked mirror and I could not read the computer screen at work anymore) and a little on the left, my right arm when numb and I was confused for a few minutes. My vision came back, though blurry, about 15 minutes later. Get this, I DROVE MYSELF to the emergency room! I have since been advised a few times by a few doctors to dial 911 immediately. In the emergency room they did a CT scan (by this time it had been about 3 hrs. since the initial event) and took my vitals. Everything came back fine. I was kept for observation but was advised to go see a Neurologist. My instinct told me that something really was wrong and I needed to take care of this.
So, this is when I started my serious quest for what could possibly be wrong with me. I will spare you too many more details since I have made this e-mail way too long already, but I thought it was important to share, especially those of you who are still weighing your options. (ORANGEBELLY, I read your original post from August 30th - I don't know whether you have made your decision, but this is my story in case it helps you).
My first series of doctors originally thought it was just a "migraine with aura" and they wanted to leave it at that. But, I persisted, I knew there was something terribly wrong. I was experiencing constant fatigue, shortness of breath, dizziness especially toward the end of the day, coughing, just to name a few. In fact, I have not done ANY exercise in the past 4 months because I feel so tired. I can barely get up to drop off my 16 year old son at high school and go to work. I come home and I HAVE to lie down because I am so exhausted. And, some days, I have woken up feeling so tired that I have not even been able to go to work! "Migraine with aura"? I don't think so, especially because I have never suffered from migraines in my life.
I subsequently practically had to push my first cardiologist to do an echocardiogram with bubbles, which revealed the existence of a hole, bubbles were passing back at forth even at rest. I then had a transcranial doppler which revealed again lots of interatrial shunting even while at rest - the TCD revealed mostly right to left shunting (this is what they call the movement of the blood from one side of the heart to the other. The TEE (transesophageal echocardiogram) revealed that my PFO is small, but that there is LEFT to RIGHT interatrial shunting (the opposite of what the other test revealed). In any case, they tell me the hole is small although nobody has given me the exact size yet, but there is a high level of shunting which is bad and is what has caused all the complications. The brain MRI revealed that I had a mild stroke on 4/29 not a "migraine with aura." For a few weeks after this event, my right arm was weak (I could not open jars for example), my right shoulder and foot would ache often, and I lost some memory for habits. There is some minor damage to my right frontral lobe which is where the memory for habits is stored so this makes sense to me. I feel almost 100% now since that event, my right arm strength is back, I feel less memory loss, etc. I still want to go back and have my second neurologist do a more extensive brain MRI to see my "history" since I think I've had several TIAs leading to this event. I see that some of you are able to determine how many TIAs you have had, so I need to find out what type of MRI this is (I know there are several) so I can figure this out. If anyone knows, I would appreciate it if you could tell me. Otherwise, I will ask the neurologist at my next visit. I do feel like a walking time bomb in terms of having another stroke, which is one of the main reasons I am having my PFO closed. "Left to right" shunting causes the strokes/TIAs because blood clots bypass the lungs and make it to your brain.
The TEE also revealed lots of other goodies which my first cardiologist failed to mention. Needless to say, I have since switched to a superior doctor, who is also an interventional cardiologist. A word of advice: always ask for copies of all your tests before you leave your doctors' offices. This way when you are asking for a second opinion, you don't always have to have the tests done again. The doctors can just read the results of the tests you've already had done. This is what I did with my second cardiologist and my pulmonologist. Of course, the cardiologist who is going to do the procedure also requested that I get a CD copy of my TEE because he wanted to see the actual test itself.
My second cardiologist told me that I have atrial septal aneurysm (ASA) which also puts me at higher risk for stroke. Another reason I am having the PFO closure. He told me this from just reading the results of my test (TEE) from the hard copy I gave him during my first visit. Why the first cardiologist did not tell me this still baffles me.
My pulmonologist (whom I instinctively included in my list of doctors to see because of the unusual coughing and recurring respiratory infections) said that the right side of my heart was starting to fail because of the high level of "left to right" shunting. All the blood coming from the left to the right side, at a higher pressure, are causing the right side of my heart to work unusually hard. This is causing fluid backup and my lungs were retaining fluid, hence the coughing and sinus infections. The TEE showed that my right valve (bet. the right atrium and right ventricle) has mild to moderate regurgitation because it is unable to handle all the additional fluid coming its way. The pulmonic valve (the one going from the right ventricle to my lungs) shows mild regurgitation for the same reason. And, I also have "borderline pulmonary hypertension" which I did not even knew existed until all this started happening to me. Again, the pulmonologist was able to tell me all of this by just taking a few minutes of his busy time to review the hard copy of the TEE I brought with me to the consultation. The pulmonologist said that he "strongly supported" my decision to have the PFO closed since this situation "can get worse." I think it was his very nice way of saying that it WILL get worse unless I take care of it as soon as possible. The second neurologist also said, after reviewing all my tests that this is what should be done and as quickly as possible. And, of course, my second cardiologist is in complete agreement. Therefore, case closed, PFO closure it is.
I am sure many of you can imagine how devastating this has been for me. I have gone from leading a very active lifestyle to being almost a vegetable because of my constant fatigue, shortness of breath, dizziness, lightheadedness, etc. I know the PFO closure is another step in this difficult process, but for me, there is no other option. I have always been very optimistic, and my great hope is that after this procedure I will regain my health again. Of course, I am not expecting magic. I am realistic and I know that healing is a process. I may not even be able to run marathons again, but to at least be able to run again is something that I am so looking forward to!!! I am going to leave the emotional and psychological journey for a future e-mail, since this one is too long already, but I hope my story will help and inpire others, just like reading so many of your stories has helped me through this incredibly difficult time in my life.
I will be happy to answer any questions anyone may have.
Quotes to live by:
"That which does not kill me makes me stronger."
"He who has a WHY to live for can bear almost any HOW." ( both quotes by Nietzsche)