day 31Again today was mixed. I constantly feel as if someone has punched me in the stomach. It's awful. Today I finally started back with some good exercise. I played tennis with some friends. I did well, but didn't make it through the whole match. It was very hot and I didn't want to make myself sick. The whole time I played, I felt great though- no belly pain. So, I'm guessing this is gas pain. Honestly, it's starting to break me down mentally. I cried twice today. I'm just so tired of hurting. I use gasx and move around a lot. I walk a mile a day with my dogs. When will it stop? Please say it'll stop. It's so uncomfortable.
Today was mostly good as far as wrap irritation goes. A few days ago I really irritated it eating something and oh man have I paid. It was much like the feeling of swelling and irritation that I would get from one of my worse episodes of reflux. I'm eating blander, softer foods. It's helping with that. But the belly pain is bad. At this moment I'm horribly nauseous. Tomorrow was supposed to be my first day back to work in the ER but I just can't do it. I don't think I'll make it through the day with my nausea and horrible stomach pains. What's worse is emotional stress worsens the pain. So getting worked up over it just worsens my problem.
Sorry to vent. Today was okay, but tonight's not my night. I just want to feel like me again. I know it's possible because that's how I felt this past weekend. I just have to get through this.