Hi Gwennifer and welcome to HW. I, too, am a new member and this is a wonderful place to go for help, support, advice and to simply know that you are not alone. I have had alot of the same problems you are experiencing. This week has definitely been a "pity party" week for me but I am coming out of it. I don't know what medications you are taking or how long you have been diagnosed or if you have spoken to your doctor about
any of this. All of this can have alot to do with how you are feeling and if you have not spoken to your doctor, you need to call them. And if you feel you are not getting the answers or attention you deserve, I went through that, find another doctor. Hang in there. You will have bad days but you will also have good days. Keep coming to this site, and believe me, someone will give you hope!