my momma

My dear friend
How is things going??

It sounds like you have had the wrath of everything on your lil shoulders and you are so good a daughter I am so proud of you and how you look at your role in this life

I cried so much as well as was said it is grieving ...

I did finally start to CELBRATE dad's life every day he was with me as much as his and y health would allow
Those precious memories are what keep me going
That and knowing he is now out of pain and with mom once again

Let me know how things are going please

Rosie is a kindred spirit and I know she is REAL in her caring and concern for so many others

Luvs Lyn

((((((((( Tiny ))))))))) Bless your heart . . . thanks for the update. Its such great news that your home was spared. Is your hubby's med spot a "port". That's great . . . they won't have to stick him every time. Is he able to care for it himself? Or do you have to flush it?? Enjoy your time with your mom. I pray that you will feel God's peace as you spend time with her in her last days/months/years. Blessings!

hi rosie, yes hubbys thing is a port i guess. they don't have to stick him. and we have to flush it. my nerves are shot. i need to go to yaws anxity room lol. i slept all day yesterday. didn't go see momma. i feal guilty. i'm scared she'll die and i won't be there. sounds crazy i guess. anyways i'm going today. home health is coming to tend to hubby today. thanks for listening.

they moved momma off the lock up unit last week. she's back on a hall. she's not ate nothing in 2 days now. but she's been drinking soom. hospice says she's forgetting how to swallow. i hope she doesn't. cause then she won't take her meds. i'm still trying to go up there every day. some days i just can't. so tired. hubby still has his port in him. and he's been going to doctors to. mostly though i'm up there at the home. thanks for listening.

9ball, i'm glad your daddy was better by the afternoon. i don't know if momma will get better. it seems time is running out. i'm very sad. grieving. but today they took her into a singing and she knew some of the words. she hasn't been talking at all, then she sang. it was great. i hate this disease.

hi lyn. momma isen't eating or drinking anything. i was up there yesterday. she didn't eat or drink all day. hopice said the AD won't let her know she's hungry. and her organs will shut down next. she's already forgot how to swallow i guess. they said she'd just go to sleep in thier experence. i want to scream. i guess it won't be long now. i don't know. how long can someone go without food or drink? thanks for listening.

dear lyn, thank you for your kind words. momma's still not eating. she takes sips of water sometimes. very little. i know she's dying. but my heart can't take it. my tears fall like rain. i hate this disease. it's been such a long road. it took my sweet momma away from me. well she's still sweet. she's been sleeping alot now. i think it won't be long. then what do i do? i know i'll fall apart. thanks for listening.

dear lyn, momma has took a turn for the worse. they quit giving her her meds. by mouth. her blood pressure is very low. and staying that way it seems. me and my sister are sitting with her around the clock. she did drink alittle yesterday. the rest of the time she sleeps. can't hardly wake her up. she's tired lyn. my tears don't seem to stop. i'll keep you informed on her. thanks for always being here.

I am so sorry my friend

I truly am

Now she is out of pain and looking down on you with PRIDE

Luv
LYN

My Lil sis
I so love that saying
Thanks for posting it

Big sis out with love


Keeping you in thoughts and prayers Tiny

LYN