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Posted 3/18/2007 6:05 PM (GMT 0)
  To A Special Woman and Mentor in My Life......MY Mother ....Judy Kyle

 Not a day goes by that I do not think of you

 Your silly smile contagious laughter and that twinkle in yer eyes .......

 

  Spring is here Mom

  Robins and soon your favorite.. Hummingbirds

 

Thinking of you gently clearing the weeds from around your Rose Bushes

My how you loved and nutured them so ...I will carry on for you

Watching you look at the hummingbirds in amazment and speak of their quick flying and beauty

Sometimes I feel like you are here talking to me telling us

Go on with your life

 

I am not suffering anymore ,I am not in Pain

I finally now know what Heaven is and the beauty within

No hungry children ,no pain no suffering no wars here....

Only love tolerance and non judgement and no illness lives here

Surrounded by beauty and all I had lost I have seen again

 

It is hard Mom to be without you

but I know now it was for the best

you had to go home and be sick no more

See Grandma and grandpa and all those we have loved and lost

Now you are reunited and have made it to where you are whole again and without pain

   Til we meet up there Mom please continue to shine down on us and dont forget to whisper in my ear I am forever listening

I miss you so but I will live my life do what I can for others and be the best Mother I can be just as you were and taught me

 

  Til we meet again

 

Loving you always ......missing you stil

Your Daughter

Lyn

 

Granddaughter and Grandson and Great Grandchildren

Cait.....Rick Jr

Kyle Kassidy           

                                         I do love you still

For those that have a Mom or a parent Hug them or just let them know you care for one moment to the next they may not be there........Blessings

Posted 3/20/2007 1:04 AM (GMT 0)
In a few more hours mom it will be one year to the day I lost you and you went home
LOVE
LYN
Posted 3/20/2007 4:46 PM (GMT 0)
Hugs...Thats beautiful Lyn/mom...She is in a better place and yes one day you will be united together again...Until then you need to leave your mark on this world and never forget her.
Posted 3/20/2007 10:09 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks lil one having a rough day too many deaths in this period of March I guess so much loss
Thanks for support
'LOVE
Mom out
Posted 3/21/2007 1:12 PM (GMT 0)
I got thru the day saw Dad went with bro and franny ( dolphin lover) Dad looks horrid and giving in I just hope its not right yet too many deaths at once .How ironic Mom your doctor died 2 days prior to your Anni I cannot believe the amount of March deaths it is so sad ........


First day of spring yep Robins are out hummies wont be here for awhile I will put out your feeders and tend to your roses thats the only plant I ahve luck with lol
Til later
Love you
Posted 3/21/2007 2:39 PM (GMT 0)
I know its a rough patch for ya mom...I am here for you as I am sure you will be next month when I have one to deal with.
Posted 3/21/2007 4:21 PM (GMT 0)
Yes I will be Lil One for sure
Mom out
Posted 3/21/2007 9:29 PM (GMT 0)
Hugs to you (((Lyn)))
Posted 3/22/2007 11:47 AM (GMT 0)
I knew you would be...How you holding up?
Posted 3/22/2007 7:46 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks Des I am glad to see you it has been rough and I need all the cyber huggs I can get
Thanks again and be well
Dont be a stranger on a/p board
Luvs
Lyn
Posted 3/22/2007 7:48 PM (GMT 0)
Had to take your sis to docs he has determined she is suffering from slight a/p and some depression over alot of deaths and my sicknesses as well
Plus she feels like she may let someone down at the Legislation
You know Type A all the way
Talk to you in the morning calling about 6:30 k lil one
Loves
Mom out
Posted 3/23/2007 2:45 AM (GMT 0)
I thought something wasnt right wit her when I talked to her on MSN the other day...she is very nervous about the toronto thing id say...remind her again if she needs to talk im here for her...*sigh* dang genetics lol we all have it

Call sounds wonderful...maybe ill actually make it to work on time then lol.
Posted 3/23/2007 1:52 PM (GMT 0)
Yeppers your "sis" Intuition is spot on and she knows she can talk to you give her time k she will talk with you I know she will
Have no worries Lil One u are both 2 alike and I swear you come from my groin
Love ya

Mom out
Posted 3/23/2007 11:00 PM (GMT 0)
Gardened all day with dad we had the greatest time ..
Cleared around the Rose bushes you so dearly loved
They will bloom so beautifully this year especially
Just for you
Posted 3/26/2007 2:51 PM (GMT 0)
We talked a little the other dayI am glad you are doing a bit better I think im hitting the down slope...I dont think I have fully come to terms with the fact my grandpa isnt really with us anymore...I think itll really hit when I go april 5th to the cemetary. I havent been since the funeral. I plan to take off work that day and go down and "be with him" I have to cut this short as the tears are welling and I cant break down at work. Will post more later maybe.
Posted 3/26/2007 7:21 PM (GMT 0)
Lil One
When you go
Celebrate his life ...really and remember all the good times and the great man he was
He is watching over you and I know he is so proud of you
I am and will be here for you ...
Mom out

You have a great writing skill ....perhaps write a poem or even a letter and read it to him while there.......

Tried calling you and yer phone is still not working as of 6:30 this am anyways

Posted 3/26/2007 7:35 PM (GMT 0)
yeah its still out

I gotta call today for now you can find me on my cell...I want to find the poem I wrote a yr ago but I cant find it :( will have to search harder.
Posted 3/26/2007 7:36 PM (GMT 0)
You know I am here my daughter always have been and always will be
I do feel your pain.......
Love ya
Mom out
Posted 3/27/2007 10:51 AM (GMT 0)
Phones still out will br til atleat wed...hopefully they will fix it...

As you can tell by the time of my post I didnt sleep to solidly or I probably would have still been snoozing the alarm. Warm milk zonked me out but didnt exactly keep me that way...I guess with the anniversary a lil over a week off Im kinda off my game if you will the depression and anxiety have been rough... I think I am starting to dream again too but I havent remembered them yet...But I been waking up in panic mode. Then again I been doing alot of thinking as to what I will be doing on the 5th when I go visit him. I thought I was ok with it by now but I guess I am not.
Posted 3/27/2007 8:21 PM (GMT 0)
Once you write or find that other poem you wrote it helps when I did the one above for Mom it lifted much from my shoulders and heart

You are going to be that way I have and was like that as you know for quite awhile

When there like I said talk to him though he is in a better place it is okay to talk to them and not only at the cemetary .......start her if you want to a little bit at a time or start another thread.......
I will be here to help you and support you as best I can
Love ya with all me heart Lil One
Mom out
Posted 3/29/2007 9:52 PM (GMT 0)

  Lil One ........You know what this is about.....

 Miss Me ........But Let Me Go

 When I have come to the end of the road, and the sun has set for me

          I want no sadness nor any gloom..Why cry for a soul set free

Miss me a little - but not for too long and not with your head bowed low

        Remember the love that we once shared.....miss me ....but let me go

For this is a journey that we all must take ..and each must go alone

It is part of the Master's plan...a step on the road to home

When you are lonely and sick at heart,go to the friends you/we know

 And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds

                         Miss Me But Let Me Go.........        

 

  

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Posted 3/31/2007 12:12 AM (GMT 0)
Thats beautiful mom...Thanx for sharing.
Posted 3/31/2007 4:31 PM (GMT 0)
No problem my Lil One
I hope it will help you out
I am here okay
Love ya
Mom out
Posted 4/2/2007 1:37 PM (GMT 0)
Mom.......If I had just one wish it would be that you had been with us to see the Legislative Bldg in Toronto and see your grandaughter and how proud she was to be there.......
She now sits and watches the parliamentary process in action showing me mistakes and the party this person is in and their names ect
YOU use to sit and watch this for hours in your days as a biggie in the CUPE......
It takes me down memory lane when I see the exact same excitement on here face as was on yours back then....
Mom I know you are looking down on us and I want you to really watch over her and guide her while on this journey ....I know you would be so PROUD.....

She is so sad you are not here to talk to about this but I told her talk anyways she will hear you "Cat"

Love you mom ...miss you so much
Posted 4/2/2007 2:28 PM (GMT 0)
So true she will be with yous both always...
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