I've been trying to write something on here for awhile now, but I find myself erasing, rewriting, changing thoughts and left with nothing.
I'm having a difficult time, and I think I'm in denial about
how bad things are right now - it's like I know things but I don't want to admit them... and it's making my anxiety worst.
I'm so scared of nobody around me understanding what its like for me right now, I'm trying to be happy and normal but its really hard. I have a life to live, responsibilities, friends, family and I feel like I'm abandoning them right now - and nobody understands what its like to be in my head... worrying about
things, dealing with things, even my body aches.
It's like I fighting infinity... I can't even wrap my head around it.
I just need to hear from people who understand.
-Corrie
Post Edited By Moderator (percycat) : 1/20/2009 11:43:47 AM (GMT-7)