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Posted 3/14/2009 3:25 PM (GMT 0)

Yes everyone, there is a Spring......it is supposed to get up into the 50's in MN this coming week........I can shun my leather jacket and boot perhaps. smurf

I hear the birds singing in the morning...

This week is spring break at school, so I am hoping to ditch this nasty cold and get out and have some fun. cool
Hugs

Kitt

Posted 3/14/2009 5:43 PM (GMT 0)
It is coming in waves here sis. . . I put my leather away and pulled it right back out again :) No windbreaker for me right now.
Posted 3/14/2009 6:37 PM (GMT 0)
So good to yak with you my lil sis
harder to hear and I kow it has to be frustrating for you too
Had my share of probs and issues with cait as I told you and Jesse
Went to parent teacher meeting and ALL her teachers are concerened over the control,obsession and well as the jealousy with her
WE almost came to blows it was that bad there is no comunication except thru notes...........

I miss her soooooooooooooo

I am missing alot right now and you are on the list at the top to Lil sis
Love
Big sis
LOL I had on my leather and I had to change to a sweater ..............

It only rained a couple of days and then now we are getting the sun just a shining out there
Going out for a walk while it is like this
Mom's death anni in a couple of days and it is hurting me not being able to talk to her and get some advice ya know
SPRING was her time of year and Easter her fav holiday

Loves
Big sis
Posted 3/14/2009 8:31 PM (GMT 0)

It was good to talk to you to Big Sis.  I am sorry that you are feeling so down about Cait, I do remember those years and it is not easy as she is a tween..............not quite and adult but almost out of her teens.

I always have the patience to talk slower and louder for you........I understand what it is like not to be able to hear.  It is one of our important senses like seeing or smelling and losing it is  heartbreaking.

I know my hubby is getting very hard of hearing.

You know I am always here for you and just call anytime you need to laugh or cry.  I know your Moms anniversary is coming up and no matter how long it has been you still miss your parents. I miss my Dad something awful when I am down.

Love you

Lil Sis

Posted 3/15/2009 12:16 AM (GMT 0)
Thanks as always for being here for me
I so love you for it and I am grateful to have you in my life

YES it is hard especially when Cait and I were so close
N the hearing really is bad it makes me cry alot
Even with hearing aids in

Love ya
Big sis
Posted 3/15/2009 3:37 AM (GMT 0)

Lyn, I am so sorry to hear of this. You know how much you have helped me and that I love you like a member of my family.

My goals (well it's autumn here!lol) are honesty and sobriety. Your story inspires me every day honey.

S.I.S

Posted 3/15/2009 3:58 PM (GMT 0)

S.I.S.

NO matter what the season

YOU know you cannot drink.........you have proven that and I will be here for you

I need that honesty and I will be your online sponsor anyday as long as we keep the communications as honest and open as possible

I still cannot have a drink and its been since 1979

IT took a life altering death  of my first LOVE as you know to make me stop.........

Glad you r back sober again no reason to dwell keep working on it

LUVS......... S.I.S.. 

 


Posted 3/15/2009 3:59 PM (GMT 0)
It is a beautiful day again here today and I am planning on going for a walk
Back on the evil pred lol and makes me eat like a horse
Gaining back all I lost on my hades ride.............

Life is too short to waste it .......IMHO
Posted 3/15/2009 4:47 PM (GMT 0)
You are so right about life being to short to waste :) I think I will take a walk down our road today and just enjoy watching nature unfold slowly but surely!
Posted 3/15/2009 8:27 PM (GMT 0)

Guess I'm the really weird one on this topic.

Spring/Summer/Fall is the best time of year but am wishing it would stay cold and snowy all year.

Right now someone has their radio blaring and if it's not that it's the sound of the basketball bouncing in front of my house where the kids play hoops. Or kids playing in my shared driveway.

It's such a lovely Sunday afternoon and I have to listen to other people's idea of music played very loudly.

I'm so sensitive to noise. (The bathtub with cushions from the couch is the quietest place.)

My house is up for sale but no one's even looking at it in this economy. Another reason for anxiety.

I plan on spending the time when kids are out of school rotating going to 4 different parks so people don't recognize me and think I'm some homeless woman.

Too bad I don't like to shop! I'd go to the mall.

Posted 3/15/2009 10:03 PM (GMT 0)

Korissa

Gentle Hugs to you and I am so sorry the economy is in the dump right now.  I don't have an answer for you but I do have a hand to hold if you reach out an pretent I am there.

You have a friend here in MN. :)

Gentle Hugs
Kitt

Posted 3/16/2009 8:45 PM (GMT 0)
I too feel the anguish you are going thru and know that you are
NO longer alone

There is a thread Kitt ( lil sis ) did up if not up front I will bring it up for you on Economic Crises

Tis a sad day when you feel you have to go to 4 different parks so not to be thought of a "homeless person" IMHO

Stay with us

LYN
Posted 3/16/2009 8:48 PM (GMT 0)
...Another wonderful and warm day out today
I am just to wiped out to enjoy me thinks
Cleaned my house and then Howies Mom's as well yesterday

Spring is changing for Cait and for the better I believe she is decided to get rid of Jesse
Knows she can and will do better
Thank God

Loves Big sis

Luvs 
Sis
S.I.S.

Posted 3/16/2009 9:00 PM (GMT 0)

.......With This Month brings many sad memories as well

On St Paddy's Day 1979 I lost my first hubby Rick in car accident drinking n driving one

On March 20th I was in shock to see my Mom pass away.........The same day I had to bury Rick......27 yrs prior

I try to focus on the good and the memories......It is still very hard at times...But I will get thru it I know I will........With the luv and caring of you all and my family here as well ..........

This was Mom's fav time of year..I will be posting a memorial to her and I will print it out to put up.......also one for the first LOVE of my life........

Always Cherish those you love really .....you never do know when they may just not be there anymore.........

Luvs

To all

Love

Big sis


Posted 3/16/2009 9:04 PM (GMT 0)
Korissa, I can relate so much to what you are saying about the seasons. I hate driving in winter, but other than that, I LOVE the peace and quiet it brings. Like you, I am very sensitive to noise, and can't stand when I am outside seeking some happiness & nourishment from nature and I have to hear my neighbors whooping it up with loud music. I feel antisocial about it, like I'm a party pooper or something, but I find it so invasive and downright annoying! I tried saying something about it once, in my meek and nervous way, and one guy really *****ed me out, which only served to put me in a full-blown panic attack. Moving is not an option for me, and I refuse to let this guy run me off my property, but sometimes he really ruins my day. Sorry to be such a downer you guys.....I guess it's just one of those days! :-?
Posted 3/16/2009 9:06 PM (GMT 0)
Lyn....this must be such a hard time of year for you. I hope those good memories you mentioned will help you get through it. I will look forward to reading your memorial postings.
Posted 3/16/2009 9:39 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks Hun
You sure are a sweet and caring person
'yes the good memories get me thru most days but some times it is so hard
'I have lost both Mom n Dad within 2 plus yrs of each other from Alzheimers and that is why it is so close to me heart..........Dad not so long ago..........

Will be posting those memeorials on the 20th

Take care you

Luvs
LYN
Posted 3/16/2009 10:06 PM (GMT 0)

Dearest Big Sis,

You know I am thinking and praying of you all week and let those memories flow my loving friend.  You know my Mother died on September 4th  when I was 22 months old and was buried on my father's birthday, September 9th.

He never forgot. He never said anything but I often saw the tears in his eyes as she was his true love.

I am a firm believer in grieving all of our lives as we know they are at peace but what a huge void they left behind.  I also honor and celebrate their lives as like you I loved them dearly so I will be beside you in spirit my sister on this early week in the springtime.

You are so much like me it is scary and I am going out and get you some Mr. Potatoe Head Ears, then you will be just fine...............Hugs to you Big Sis

Love

Lil Sis

Posted 3/17/2009 12:55 AM (GMT 0)
Lyn, I hope you are able to make some new happy memories this week.  :-)    I hope everyone here can, it seems like a lot of people are grieving right now.  I look forward to your posting as well.

HUGS

-Mel

Posted 3/17/2009 1:47 AM (GMT 0)
My goals are to do well in school, stay physically active, try to control my anxiety, try to get over the fear of being in a relationship (thanks ex boyfriend!), and to get to know all of you :)

Ugh, I wish we had NORMAL spring weather. It is SOOOOO hot here in Florida. Our spring break just ended and I couldn't even stand laying out because of the heat. Had to be careful and but sun screen on or I would have looked like this -----> smhair (minus the don king hair of course, haha)

Post Edited (bubbles123) : 3/16/2009 7:51:45 PM (GMT-6)

Posted 3/17/2009 9:21 PM (GMT 0)
Thanks and YES LIL sis
TIS very scary how alike we are and have been from the get go
BUT I find that a good thing domt you
We do what we can and what we do do is for the best IMHO

I know you know I grieve everyday and yes I will celebrate memories too but it does leave the void
I know how much you miss you loving son and think of him all the time..........

Love
Big sis

Melbe
Thanks hun I will I am sure
Already begun..check out thread on Cait lol
Luvs
LYN
Posted 3/17/2009 9:22 PM (GMT 0)
Rianna

Thanks sweetie'You are a special person and I thank you from my heart too
Luvs
LYN
Posted 3/18/2009 11:06 PM (GMT 0)
Spending more time outdorrs as I can
'Also try to keep thre fibro down with exercise more
Gardeneing
Having quality family time
posting but not as much I am usually

Luvs
LYN

Enjoy the SPRING

......I am going too
Posted 3/18/2009 11:44 PM (GMT 0)
I am hoping to finish my finances poetry website.

I am also hoping to finish my custom CMS(content managment System) integration for the FlowPlayer flash web player. It will give people the ability to set up there own video/MP3 websites.
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