I am glad that you got all that out
I did say that Xanax and Valium did nothing for me
BUT everyone is different
Your doc also RX them.........right
I do on occasion have to take ativan and valium depending on what DD ( darn Disease) I am fighting lol)
That combo works for me
YOU have no need to explain to anyone IMHO
This illness/disease is REAL..........NOT something we make up my friend as you know
I am so sorry you did lose all that big dough...........
God Isnt Laughing
He is making you stronger..........IMHO
Stay with the Family here and get the caring n support you need.........
I hope I have been of some help
LYN