Okay all.. here goes. (Although I've been making some posts for a bit now =)
I'm Ross, and I've had panic attacks off and on most of my life, and anxiety disorder since I was 19 or so. I've also had some obsessive compulsive disorder mixed in there just to make things more interesting... 8P
ANYWHO! It's very difficult for me to post responses to people and especially to tell you about
myself, which tells me that it's something I need to do and is beneficial to my recovery. I could also recite a litany of horror stories as to why I am the way I am, but I guess I reached the point where I accepted that my recovery is my responsibility, and why I am the way I am isn't as important as doing something about
it. I have, however, gone through years of counseling and psychology sessions about
many of my personal issues. I've read a lot about
panic, anxiety, depression, and many other things that are more fun to read about
than that. I love to read and write about
a wide variety of subjects. Oh! I have fibromyalgia too! I almost forgot!!
I sometimes get very down about
these disorders of mine, but I'm learning to not allow them to define who I am or to detract from my inherent worth as a human being... no one is perfect after all!
I'm 48, have been married for 16 years to a wonderful woman, and have 4 children, 2 adult, a 14 year old with Downs Syndrome, and a 12 year old with Aspbergers.