good day-bad day

I cannot understand why I will have one very very good day followed by one very bad day, over and over. I am taking the same meds everyday and doing the same routine bascially everyday. Right now I am into week 2 of adjusting my Buspar and Desipramine up a notch, and I have added Ativan between .25 and .5 3x a day. Why the roller coaster ride day to day ? Is this something that will gradually level out? This is weird.

I too am going throught the same thing. I have been taking seroquel 12.5mg and buspar 15mg at night, but just increased seroquel to 25mg at nite and 10mg of buspar. Racing thoughts are a lot less, obsessing is going away and anxiety is too! I have a great day followed by a not so good day. Once the meds kick in to your system you will have more good days. I am having better days because the obsessing is getting better. Less obsessing means less anxiety for me. Hang in there and keep your head up. There IS light at the end of the tunnel.

Thanks for all your replies. I guess I need to focus on and enjoy the good days. Yesterday was wonderful-felt like my old self and got a lot done and had fun. Today--down in the dumps a little and somewhat anxious again. I guess the hard part is not knowing what type of day I will have which makes getting out of bed harder. I know it takes at least a month. I just get impatient!!!!