Welcome to HealingWell,
I am sorry to hear you are having anxiety and panic attacks. It was good to read you are talking with your Mom and also that you have had some medical screening done.
I would strongly encourage you to talk with your physician to see about some one on one counseling. 17 is young to have to deal with anxiety and panic.
I noted you drink a lot of caffeine and also you are a gamer.................to much of anything can lead to anxiety as well as an obession. Do look at limiting your time playing games and cut back on the caffeine.
Also this is a forum and not like a chat room so sometimes it may be a bit before a member is online to respond to you so bumping your topic is generally not necessary. It was 31 minutes from your first post to your bump :)
We do have chat rooms if you looking to talk live to others you are welcome to use the chat feature.
Again welcome,
Kitt