Posted 12/10/2009 12:16 AM (GMT 0)
I am getting kind of desperate... for about 5 days now i've been so incredibly physically sick that it is making me loose my mind.
Now i know i am anxious, i don't claim that i'm not, i mean im sure this disease will kill me and it's making me flip out 24/7 unless im asleep.
Anyway...symptoms! Here's my list:
-weird feeling in head, not headache, just wooshy and...odd... can't explain.
-random extreme neck stiffness, this comes and goes varying on the second
-constant weak arm
-tingling in scalp, face, arm
-hot/cold flashes
-weird sensations in eye
-taste of blood in mouth
-tinnitus
-sore muscles
-nausea
-clicking sounds? (might be muscles.....or maybe not :/)
Most of my symptoms pop up when i freak out.. the constant ones are neck pain, silly feeling in head, arm weakness,tingling scalp. All on the left side always btw.
Possible moments of relief: After waking up about 10 minutes, laying down in general, massage.
Now..i fear brain tumor, or brain aneruysm, or a slow leak..... something in my head must be wrong. :( BUt ive felt super bad, went to the doc twice, called an ambulance on a bad day, and they all think i don't have a serious problem! I didn't even get a time for more examinations!!! ***? They gave me time to a psychiatrist in one week.. HAH. I don't think ill physically last that long. Im probably gonna die soon. :(
The brief relief from massage makes me so so wish its nerve related... i have scoliosis (curved back) and thinking maybe it has a pinched nerve now or a herniation. Honestly i'd be so happy if that was the case,lol. I just dont know what symptoms can be caused by it? I don't know, these seem so super severe.
I will beg my psychiatrist for tests if im still alive by then, but at the moment i am so at loss. Anyone experiencing anything like this? Anyone happen to know other diseases it could be related to? Pinched nerve, pretty please?
Btw, im 23yo. Female.
/hugs