Fraidy Cat
Good Morning and welcome. Hey another Cat - we have a few around here, Scaredy Cat, the infamous Kitt - that's me I think you will find this forum warm and caring.
I am sorry to read you lost your job and that is a huge anxiety in your life.
I take Buspar and I believe it works, not that I truly noticed any miracle but it sure did not make matters worse. I did not have any nasty side effects in starting this med.
Try venturing out of your home for short periods of time even if it is just to take a walk down the street. Eventually make a trip to the store and keep in the back of your mind that you will be back home soon. I think you can do this. Thinking of you !
I also understand your issues with your medications and no medical insurance. I am going to post a note re a discount service that may help you with the cost of medication. The card truly works.
Needy Meds Drug Discount Card - can print right from you computer. Read the info as some people may not be entitiled to use this card if they are already receiving state or Federal Help.
http://www.needymeds.org/drugcard/index.shtml