Rose,
Good Morning. First off, how are you doing and are you still in intensive care ?
Due to your special circumstances right now it is hard to answer your question as you have so much going on that can be causing your high anxiety and panic attacks. What is your Dr. saying in re to your panic attacks?
I would ask for a consult from a psychologist or pyschiatrist while you are in the hospital to see if they have anything to offer you as they are the experts in dealing with mental health issues related to a serious illness.
I am keeping you in my prayers.
Kindly,
Kitt