Well, lets see if I can answer a few of these questions......First off I was on Zoloft for 11 years....religiously until last August. From Sept-early January I had three major events happen (not good things) and shortly after the third one in early January I began to have panic attacks again. I should have seen the red flag then but being the determined individual I am, I thought I could handle it. But by the time the "bottom dropped out" about
three weeks ago I was in full-blown anxiety, panic and depression. Those are the same issues I had before but the depression was worse then....this time the anxiety and panic are through the roof!!!! Therefore, I was just curious if possible going off the meds cold turkey may have played a part in the symptoms manifesting towards the anxiety/panic. Given what happened, I would have thought the depression would have kick my butt a lot harder.
In any event, I went to my doctor today......We talked for almost 45 minutes and he has added Xanax XR to my everyday routine to work a little harder on kicking the anxiety. I'm almost scared to say this but I almost feel just a tiny bit like the Zoloft might be kicking in....and the only reason I say that is because I was able to eat today and apparently not eating must fuel anxiety because after eating today I didn't have much anxiety....I don't know, maybe I'm wrong but I hope I am right.
In addition, my doctor wants me off work for two weeks so he can monitor me a little more closely. Plus, I am going to beef up visits to my therapist to twice a week. My hope is that by the end of those two weeks, things will be much better. And, now that I am home I can start walking again.....that was amazing for me back in 2001 when I was first diagnosed!
Finally, thank you all so much for your input. As you know, reading all the support from everyone is so important to getting better!!!
Hugs to you all!
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