Posted 9/4/2012 4:31 AM (GMT 0)
I just want to be calm , like my OCD is nothing I can control it but , sometimes I feel I get panic attacks and anxiety out of nothing , like this time is not even caused by OCD.The problem is when I get a panic attack doing something I feel like not doing it again, so I feel worried that this my cause me get depressed. Sometimes I get so scared of geting depressed like " What if I get depressed and try to kill myself " , when I was little I became depressed after my OCD began, I fear depression because I know how bad it can be. Probably this is just my Ocd and anxiety making me worry about depression or fear it. I just I love my life and I love fiancee, I want to be ok. Ahhh I just want to feel fine like I was a month ago! Maybe i am thinking too much in how to end this anxiety, like i want to feel better so much and end this panic attacks , I feel I am obscessing with my own anxiety and panic attacks. Thank you I am going to see if I can get to see a psychiatrist.
Thank you!!