velaineg,
When my anxiety is the worst, it is always in the mornings. That is when your body's cortisol level is the highest ( cortisol is stimulating) and that accounts for probably part of what you are feeling. Cortisol is the stress hormone, your body produces when you are under stress.
The paradox of stress/cortisol is that anxiety produces cortisol, which produces anxiety which produces more cortisol, which causes you to feel more anxious etc.
Soon you find yourself in this never ending cycle of anxiety and depression.
What you must do to get better is accept your anxiety. You must accept your feelings and not try to fight them. Do this long enough and an interesting thing happens, the anxiety goes away.
Keep on talking with us and know that we are here for you.