Hi SSAT.
I am very sorry to hear about everything that is going on with you. I too am a worrier when it comes to taking new medications. I agree with Rxclusion that keeping a journal about your experiences might be helpful. It's something I tend to do and so far it has really helped in the past. It's a great thing to have if you want to bring your concerns up with your doctor later on then you have documentation to back up what you are saying. I'm not familiar with all of your medications but I have been on a few of them myself for a number of years, especially the anti-seizure medications. I am just in the process of going off of Clobazam, but the doctor took me off too quickly and my anxiety seems to be spiraling out of control. I like to say doctor's know best but the only one who really knows how you feel is you. Whenever the doctor puts me on a new medication I find it really helpful to go and talk to the pharmacist and hear their side too. Sometimes they may know of an interaction that the doctor is not immediately aware of. Hope this helps.
Feel better!!
Anja444