Today has been a rough day. All day I have been having anxiety symptoms and I keep trying to tell myself it is ok and it will go away soon, accept it and let it go. I have been feeling so much better lately, my therapist has given me some great help. But today, I felt like I was so mentally exhausted; it takes so much effort to retrain your thinking and to be in a constant state of remembering what you have learned, I think I felt a little exposed and overwhelmed and just gave in. It was almost like my brain just said "I think I'll just take a day off from helping you feel better today." It is amazing to me how one can make so much progress and then one day it falls apart again. I know I let it happen, I couldn't stop myself from feeding the panic. Just reverted back to my usual way of thinking. Time to pick the pieces back up and try to fix it again.
Thank you for listening!
Mommy