Hi,
I am so happy to have found this forum that I have tears running down my face.
I have been on psychiatric drugs for what seems like most of my life, but at least 26 years. I was on sertraline for 11 years, going on them when I was 17 weeks pregnant with my youngest child. My highest dose of sertraline was 200 gm but last year I did a very slow reduction with my doctor until the November 2012 when I stopped taking them. Within a few weeks I was a wreck, literally walking around with tears running down my face nearly all the time with absolutely no control over it, became very agitated and aggressive and was a danger to myself and others when driving, had brain zaps, felt exhausted but couldnt sleep. The effects being so extreme I couldnt function as a mother or going to work and was given sedatives and put on prozac and was off work for 3 weeks.3
I hated it but felt that I really had no choice in the state I was in but felt so much anxiety from feeling trapped into a lifetime of taking drugs and now suffering other illness through long term medication (gastric problems and vomitting with blood in it).
Prozac however did not suit me and my thoughts were becoming very morose and I wanted to sleep all the time.....so back to the doctor. She couldnt put me straight back on sertraline saying I needed two weeks inbetween them and prozac. With the withdrawl experience Id had I was scared silly but decided to plan for it and actually ended up handing my notice in from my job as they had been the very opposite of supportive and I actually felt discrimated against and not understood that it was part of an illness.
So now I am giving myself the opportunity to try and get through the withdrawal effects as I can be at home...and this is where I have found this forum.... 19 days into no tablets and the effects starting to kick in a couple of days ago....Im not as bad as last time....yet??!! but am crying a lot, pushing partner and children away, getting angry easily and tired but cant sleep. I have bought my self this morning some nordic oil for omega 369, which I have heard can help....but really need the support of knowing there are others out there and that I am not alone.
Like a lot of people I want to know how long I might feel like this....and if it doesnt stop does it mean that I do need to back of them ....for ever :(