Hi and welcome!
Here is a sight that might answer some of your questions regarding your weaning.
http://www.theroadback.org/
If you don't mind me asking, what is your plan in regards to how you cope and move forward without any meds?
Do you have any therapy or self-help skills that you can put to work now? BR mentioned those, and for good reason...they are great!:)
I do encourage you to go after and use new tools! I believe that if you take away one coping/helping treatment option, such as a med...then you are wise to replace it with another, and if therapy is a possibility...I really encourage looking into it.
Keep posting here with us as well. It is great to talk with others who undertand!
Scaredy Cat