I feel like that everyday. When I was younger I would hit my head or just not protect me head when it was going to get hit by someone or something else. For me it had to do with pain - if my head was hurting it would distract from the anxiety and others are more accepting when I tell them my head hurts rather than that I'm panicking.
Meds have never been effective for me, but recognizing that what I'm feeling is simply caused by my anxious brain and that it doesn't matter whether anyone else is accepting of that, has helped me to get past the compulsion to find something to cover any outward manifestations of anxiety. Not sure if that's what you are referring to. I cope by recognizing it for what it is, then doing my best to live life to the fullest anyway.
Hope that helps.