Posted 9/22/2013 3:57 PM (GMT 0)
Ok, so as you all know, I had weaned off celexa, to zoloft about 6 weeks ago, and I am up to 100mg, and I am finding zero relief from my anxiety or my depression. Every single morning I am awoken at 530 with panicky feelings and dread. I am desperately trying to stick this out, but at what point do you say enough is enough? Some say meds take 2 to 3 weeks, others say, 6 to 8 weeks. I know I have harped about this over and over, but I really need more reassurance. I wonder if because I was on Celexa for so long (8years) that my brain chemistry has changed, and I have become resistant to medication? Even when I take a clonazepam, it only helps for maybe an hour, and I can't keep popping those. This is only the 2nd antidepressant I have ever been on. I remember the celexa working within a couple of weeks, so why is this not kicking in yet? I have zero appetite, I have actually lost almost 20 pounds in the last month. I am constantly ruminating about how my life used to be, and how much I miss it. I have no motivation or excitement. I feel like I'm on the verge of tears constantly, and can't seem to climb out of this rut. I tell myself thst it will be ok, and that I am strong, but then I start the whole, I miss my old life thought pattern again. I see people happy and laughing, and it makes me even more sad, and reminds me of how I was just a few months ago. Maybe there is someone out there who can relate to my story, and give me some positivity. I`am really worried that I will not respond to meds again. Any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated!!!