Jay,My heart goes out to you as I know this fear extremely well. I have spent minutes, hours and days crying as I am afraid to die.
Don't be afraid to talk to your Dr. about your fears of dying. I have a great psychiatrist that helps me as I was dx 30 years ago with anxiety and depression. The fear of dying just started about a year ago.
Someone once told me not worry about things I can't control; death is one of
those things.
Let the tears out, wash your face in cold water and start your day over.
I know you will be OK. Talk with us anytime you feel you would like to.
Kind,
Kitt