Hi Fjohn and welcome.
I am sorry to hear that you are going through such a difficult phase currently.
As a former licensed therapist, I am guessing that you know the proper weaning techniques for getting off of an SNRI?
Have you contacted your prescribing doctor and let them know of the severity of your withdrawl/s/e's? It can be hard to determine what is what when you are both doing a wean and a start up simultaneously. Your doctor should help you through this process.
Here is a website that could help in the meantime:
http://theroadback.org/Also, our Resources here have great self-help ideas for stress management that could help you through this rough patch.
https://www.healingwell.com/community/default.aspx?f=9&m=104206
Keep posting with us as well if you find it helpful...we are here to understand and listen.
Scaerdy Cat