Thanks Scaredy Cat I never knew that anxiety can actually cause bad PHYSICAL symptoms like this :( and thanks for the info! Basically everything you described I get after eating. (Bad flushed face, stomach pain, racing heart, and internal shaking.) I will get to trying the nutritional shakes but I just am so petrified to eat anything other then what I have been. And I feel really stupid about
that it's just every time I go to eat something new it's like I need to 'prepare' myself for it. It makes me feel dumb! Especially when my family and friends just eat! I wish I could
Stephanator- yep yep! What your saying sounds like a clone of me! Recently my hands and feet have been like ICE! Also with the numbness in my hands mine sometimes feel 'fat' too like swollen kind of? I understand 100% my mom is sooooo done! She gets mad whenever I tell her I feel awful, she yells and curses, so I just deal with my anxiety myself. My therapist helps a lot but...it would be nice for a loved one, especially my mom understand that I'm suffering
Do you have a therapist?? Are you on any medicine? Have you tried any self help techniques?? Me personally I have tried a lot... Exercise, deep breathing, doing other activities to keep my mind off things. Nothing works anymore, I hate medicine but I need something to get me through this rough patch
But! As I said your not a alone in this! I know it hurts that your dad is fed up with you I can actually say that I relate 100% because my mom. So I know you probably feel the same as me wishing your dad would understand that this is a REAL battle for you
but I'm always here!