Short background here.....
December 12th I was switched by my OBGYN straight from 20 mg of lexapro (was on it for 5 years) to 100mg of Zoloft. The Zoloft made me absolutely crazy! Thought I was losing my mind. Started taken Ativan, anywhere from 2.5 mg to 3 mg a day. FINALLY after 5 weeks of unimaginable hell I began seeing a psychologist and had a loooong talk with my pharmacist and both demanded I get off the Zoloft ASAP and go back to my Lexapro. I have been back on my Lexapro for 2 weeks and since Monday I have been taking 25 mg. the reason I was switched in the first place because my OB thought I was suffering from PTSD due to a cancer battle I had last year and that my Lexapro was giving out on me.
I experience horrible panic attacks and all day I feel so wound up and anxious and can't relax. My OB informed me Monday that he was only giving me 10 more Ativan and that was it. That terrified me. I'm still not stable on the the Lexapro and am struggling with anxiety and he wants to take the one thing that has made this whole nightmare bearable.
I spoke with my therapist about
this and he thought it was a terrible idea to take them away after going through SSRI change twice, the one SSRI caused so much damage, and without the Lexapro being effective yet and the emotional traumas I'm working out in therapy.
My psychologist spoke with my OB and informed him of how severe my situation is. He agreed to put me on Klonopin. I am to start the Klonopin today and continue to take the 5 Ativan pills I have left. This necessarily isn't bad news to me because this week has been awful I have been in a constant state of anxiety and the Ativan is no longer doing anything. It maybe preventing a major attack (I don't know) but it has done nothing this week to relax my body or mind. I'm hoping Klonopin will do for me what Ativan quit doing.
I'm scared of meds and am finding myself very nervous about
taking Klonopin. Has anyone had success with this med when previous med gave out? What should I expect? Will it really calm my body like me OB said? I would love to hear from anyone who has made this switch or takes Klonopin........I'm a ball of nerves!
Side note I also do guided imagery, mediation, deep diaphragmatic breathing, and a quick work out. None of those things have helped me this week :(
PLEASE HELP!!!!
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