Hi K.,
I can be so difficult dealing with negative emotions when we are having anxiety and struggling with our feelings!
Like Kitt said...know that you are not alone, and that we understand.
Here is a helpful link that comes from our Resources. In it you will find therapy worksheets that you can use to work through some of the feelings that you described in your post.
Therapy Work Sheets:
http://www.get.gg/freedownloads2.htm
There are other great things to be found in our Resources as well...like coping and stress relieving exercises that you may want to try.:)
Keep posting with us as well. We are here to listen and support!
S.C.