I have finally accepted the fact that doctors, while their technology has detected nothing in my esophagus tightening problems, and bad advice after the fact about
the symptoms is wrong (their medication to mask instead of fix the source problem), they have been right about
the fact that all this with the vomiting is caused by anxiety. The anxiety and stress has likely also caused the food allergies which I am about
to get to.
The chest pain started after physical activity triggered by bad food (our food supply is tainted), and then in later years mentally inducing more symptoms, esophagus tightening, vomiting, stress spiraling me further to hell - the whole time thinking I have a heart problem or hiatal hernia. Tests have ruled both out.
----> And culminating to the inability to drive on the highway if I have a questionable food even in my moderate yellow zone on the allergy chart - and if I am upset about anything then, I start to feel this rotten sensation.. then I begin to go, "uh oh... then breathing starts, then mental anxiety, then delirium, helplessness, chest pain, almost vomiting - but brping, a sense of suffocation and collapse, stroke like sensations, getting out of my car on the shoulder and almost to a fetal position in panic. Calling ambulance. And either etc... or cancelling the ambulance after feeling better after burping or vomiting. (earlier in the day, vomited my Wendy's meal and then found out they put dimethylpolysiloxane - (Silly Putty Plastic) in the falsely advertised healthy "natural cut fries". These people must be sued. Later in the day, just ate soft food, soup, melons, etc... and then when had a delivery, and then even on non-allergy foods, had that small sense in the esophagus, then my mind induced it to further tightness and then the rest. This has to stop. I cannot drive like this. I could kill myself or someone else if I continue to drive without this problem fixed.
I am not sure what my next course of action is, I am not well psychologically, and it has caused medical problems galore. Stress is a killer. If I go to a psychologist, the medication only masks, does not fix the problem.
My friend told me to sign up to a mindfulness clinic.
My other alternative I am thinking about is the steven jones hypnosis recordings. Any other advice would be kindly appreciated. Because at this point my esophagus closes in on itself merely from psycho-physio triggers. I really want to get out of hell.
Post Edited (7Stringer) : 7/30/2014 9:32:49 PM (GMT-6)