Starting to feel like my old self again .......Glory to God - Larry , SC - thank You

Glory to God ! I like to thank God in advance because its already done and I'am healed !! even through my bad days !!

I like to Thank everyone on HW my dear family , thank each and everyone of you for your love comfort and support !!!! Without you guys , I dont know how I would of ever gotten through any of this !!!

TO S.C , Larry and my dear sweet Kitt , I personally thank you guys for everything , for helping me and supporting me .... You dont know how much you guys have helped me ....

Most of you know me and know that for 2 and a half years , I have been in a living nightmare !!! doctors, hospital's , specialist , you name , I could not walk out my front door at one point , my chest pains was so paid that I lived in the ER and I mean live , I know every doctor !!! I have over 100k in hospital's bills , lived in constant pain and fear , and fear based emotions , all this ans them my son was dx with leukemia ... its been the worst ride of my life .... But im here and much , much , much better ... If you ever read any of my post then you know how messed up I was , how I could not see light at the end of the tunnel ....

I was on and off different meds , searching for answers and praying for peace ....

No doctor , took me off my meds i was never on anything longer then a month , I just stood on God's word and his promise and start dealing with my anxiety and facing that fact that its part of me ans it will not control me , I walk by faith and not by sight !!!!

its been a long way and still ways to go , do I still feel pain yes , do anxiety comes , yes , but I know how to deal with it better and faced my fears , I talk to myself if I feel an attack coming on I tell myself that I'am ok , and God's promise is that he will never leave me or forsake , that if I ask it shall be given , if I seek then I shall find , if I knock the door will open , the power has been in me all along , I had to learn how to speak life over myself ,
and know that if God wanted something to happen to me he dont have to try !!! ...

I'm changing my eating habits , not letting things get to me , I'm going out , and slowly learning myself all over again , and accepting to truly let things go and use coping skills , im taking long walks and just rejoicing that i know my God is a healer , he healed my son from cancer , I watched him do it ...

i pray for all of us that God will and has healed us all , mind body and soul ....

HI , Yes I did stop it , it made me feel funny and while it did help it brought on other things , I still get pain but i just know how to deal with it and make it stop , Yes God is so Good , !! I give him all the Glory Honor and Praise .... You are healed !!! keep telling yourself that and know that God can do ANYTHING ! he is the doctor and the hospital and he has the final say so !!! once I truly knew that in my hurt and just started living ...
I started standing up to MR ANXIETY ...... I will keep you in much prayer ... thanks for thinking of me

Hi

We have not met before so good to meet you. I am really pleased to read that things are better for you know and that you are coping better with your anxiety that is great news I always enjoy reading posts where members have come through hard times and beat it you are an inspiration to others so do please keep posting here and let us know how you are doing we are here if you need us.

Hibee

Amen, Amen! Emma, you have figured it out, i am Proud of You!

Peace

Larry ***

thank all of you !!!!

Yes Lisa , they say when your truly sick and tired you take control and its really just me and my son ans he needs me just as much as I need him , I just started to ignore my pain and you know how much I was suffering ,and all I went through , I just started to fight back and I made myself go out even though at times I thought I would pass out or be rudhed to the ER , I would say to myself oh well I been checked for everything by every doctor for 2 years , what do I have to lose ! so I made myself and while its not easy , I just start trusting GOD in no matter how i felt , i went to a company party and my vision was blurry , head felt full , and thought I would pass out but I didnt , I started talking and laughing and making myself enjoy life ....I love myself and my son and I deserve everything that God has promised me and more

I still have pain , I still have issues ...I just dont run to the hospital , and I started living and day by day its gets better .... I get chest pain here and there but why go to the ER when I had every test and and a cardiac cath and they found nothing , so with that I know that the doctors cant help me ...only GOD , so I step back and let him lead ... Its nothing wrong with me and my Pastor told me that when this first started , that nothing was wrong with me , and nothing was going to happen to me , its me that GOD was waiting for he has been there all along .....

Dont get me wrong its not easy , i was so bad for 2 years ..and was normal ..... i still get those fear thoughts , but then i attack them with the word of GOD , its funny cause no pill , no doctor , would help ... the support from all you guys and just trusting GOD is what helped , knowing that i have to pray and just be the best that I can be , things get better overtime and somethings i had to truly let go that was hendring me , I had to just let it go ....

Lisa all you guys are always in my prayers ,its a everyday struggle and we have and will get the victory !!!

SOIA,,,
Yay!!!! Omg I was just thinking about you and wondering when I'd hear from you. Yes I remember your struggles and I am so glad that you have finally found some relief!! That is one of the best things to do is give it to god. I know you are enjoying good days with your son because I hear it in your voice.. So glad to hear from you and what hope and courage you bring back to share...🌹🎉🌈

yes , God is so good

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