Mysweetpanda,
I am so sorry :sad:. It is beyond difficult when all these symptoms haunt us. I apologize, but I cannot remember, are you on any medications other than Ativan?
To be honest, it might be time to go see the doctor about
changing up medications to something more effective, like an SSRI. I realize that money might be a huge obstacle in this. Have you looked into clinics in your area? Is there friends or family that could help? I hate so much hearing someone in such deep suffering. It breaks my heart
.
I advocate it a lot, but meditation can be a powerful powerful tool in just getting a mental break from everything. Have you looked at any of the mindfulness resources?
http://www.healthcentral.com/anxiety/c/73076/34334/breathing-lessons/ http://www.healthyplace.com/ http://www.stress-relief-exercises.com/ http://www.ehow.com/video_4405003_breathing-exercises-panic-attacks.htmlI will be thinking about
you today and hoping you find some peace and calm.