Thank you SC and Igm, I watched my 30 minutes drama first in the television before I leave the house and after that I just grab my purse and my gift and told my husband I will go to my friends house now,if I don't feel good I will just make a u turn and want you to drop me off later, and he said yes also,but turned out I just keep going straight to my friends house. Not bad at all, even my anxiety and negative thinking is in my head.. I tried not to take my Xanax if I can.. I enjoyed every bit of my time with my new friends..I thought I will stay only for few hours but end up I stayed late at there house, went there around 5:30 and went home 12midnight. My husband is been waiting for me, I tell him everything what we do there and what we talked about
.. I still have anxiety though, still not feeling good but yessss I did a good job.. I'm hoping I will keep doing it with out my husband.. He's happy I did it. He wanted me to have fun not thinking about
my anxiety.. Thank you for reading my post.. I'm just happy right.. Anxiety pls go away...
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