Posted 7/11/2015 10:59 PM (GMT 0)
so the soonest appointment with this specialist is december. ugh. I've been taking the otc meds my current dr recommended and it caused bad stomach pains, I ended up having to get an ultrasound for possible gallbladder issues but Im sure it was just stomach discomfort from all the nsaids. And its not even working really, my hands still hurt so bad. So Im debating asking for something prescription but any prescription nsaids would just make the stomach problem worse.
On top of it all, now my mother has to have her thyroid out for possible thyroid cancer. So that adds more stress. I've been debating going up on the prozac but idk. Ive gotten through the really rough patch and would prefer to just taper it off. The anxiety isnt too bad over all I just have some moments, usually at night when Im just trying to relax that it all kinda gets to me.
I put some music on and try to distract myself, cant play any of my instruments atm cause of my hands which is frustrating. I got some new piano books and theyve just been sitting there since my hands flared up at the same time.
thanks all for reading :)