Trigger alert* please do not read if you have health anxiety..

Hey guys..
I have been going back and forth with myself over posting this but I am in anxiety over drive and I just need some support!
On July 2nd my partner had been dealing with what every Dr had told her was a migraine for 18 straight days with no relief. She called me at work that morning and said " my head hurts so bad if I had a gun I would shoot myself"...to me that got my utmost attention and I directed her to the ER asap. A couple days prior to the ER trip she had an episode where her whole left side went numb and her hand stopped working.(which we now know was a warning sign to what was to come).
So she went on in to the ER and when all their migraine "concoctions" and a shot of morphine did not touch her headache they decided they needed to get a bit more invasive. Some CT scans of her brain brought back some devastating news that there were lesions on her brain. She called me at work and told me to get there STAT. When I finally arrived they had already took her back for a body MRI and another of her brain..Dr came in and very arrogantly informed us that She had stage 4 metestatic brain and lung cancer. Other mystery areas involved but still not able to stage or know for sure they will become cancer in the future. So yeah...devastation and panic ensued. We were transferred on to a bigger hospital with a pretty amazing group of Drs and an awesome oncologist and radiation oncologist.
The next day she went in for a biopsy and it was confirmed she had adenocarcinoma lung cancer and neoplasm brain Mets. Her lung collapsed during the procedure so that left us in the hospital an extra day but they very quickly set us up with a treatment plan and by that Thursday she was starting her treatment.
So far she has undergone 10 rounds of radiation to her brain and is still doing 8 rounds to her lung with a chemo pill she will take every day for the rest of her life.
We have been made very aware this is not curable..it is treatable until her body stops responding to treatment or until she herself feels there is no more quality of life and she has had enough.
To say I am totally heart broken is an under statement and the anxiety is a beast. I am trying so hard to be strong and stay upbeat for her but I am losing my footing.
I realize none of you can make this better but I just needed to get it out and May be get some positive support in handling this.
She has really had a rough time .. We are only 39 years old and this is a devastating diagnosis for us!
I do apologize if I have triggered anybody..you don't have to respond if it is bothersome to you.

Thank you if you have read..and I would appreciate any words of wisdom anyone has to offer.

Thank you Pratoman..she is on pristiq! Along with a whole pharmacy of other Crap to counter act every other medication she is on. Its an overwhelming mess.
I have a medicine journal with doses, times etc. So I do not get confused on when and what she is taking.

Thank you SC! I am glad I reached out to you..I know we don't personally know one another but at least following our journey gives you a better insight into the real people we are.
I have been seeing my psych Dr a little more frequently but he doesnt want to change my meds right now for fear of the start up and sending me way over the edge.
I have started to look into other avenues and will ask about support groups tomorrow at her next treatment.
Right now I am just pulling closer to the Lord and praying that even if I do not get the miracle of a cure for her that we have some good quality time together and the process I know is inevitable is not one that will leave me traumatized for the rest of my life.
So for now we laugh when she feels good, we jam to some good music, we talk about everything..good and bad and we are planning a couple trips to see a few things.
Just hurts when you are still so young and are faced to deal with your own mortality.
Today I will watch the silly shows she likes and take her for a ride down to the lake front and just sit and take in Gods beauty! After all, it is all about compromise and making her day bearable.
Thanks for being there.XOXO

Megan,

Sending up my prayers for both your partner, and for you. May there be many good days ahead even with this devastating news.

Virtual hugs to you, and your partner.

We are here in support for you.

I am so sorry to hear about this, but thank you for reaching out to us. I know we can't do much but we can support you. I will pray for you and send good, positive, healing vibes your way, as Im sure everyone else will, too. Lost of hugs and good wishes!