Hello and welcome!
I am sorry to hear of your ongoing issues with confusing symptoms...I know how frustrating that can be. The good news is that you've taken the right steps in seeing your doctor and eliminating any medical cause for how you're feeling...
...and now you can proceed to get a good anxiety management plan going in order to feel your best.
I am assuming your doctor did give you a dx of anxiety, since you were prescribed the Mirtaz. Can I ask why you stop taking your Rx? Going on and off an A/D within the span of just a few months is usually not recommended, as it is pretty rough on the system...and the initial necessitating indications for the med are still an issue.
I think the best course of action at this point would be to get started with some self help, and talk to your doctor about
a therapy referral, and possibly reinstating your med (or an alternative) if you find you still need help in managing your symptoms/anxiety.
Please see our Resources at the top of the main forum page here for great coping skills that you can get started on right away. Practicing the suggested exercises there daily can make a big difference in how you feel.
Keep posting with us as well if you find it helpful. We understand and support is key.
Peace and progress,
Scaredy Cat