A little update

Hi all,
I am recovering from the shingles problem I had for the last two weeks.

I find it funny now because I have a tendency of avoiding checking unlike many others with anxiety issues. It is because I perceive things wrong and get panic.
I had a hard time looking at the cluster of blisters behind my leg because I was scared of having anxiety. So I was forced to show it to my mom on the phone camera, and she told me that finally blisters are dried and look like they are getting better.
I know it sounds funny but. well yeah, even so now I can't look at what's there.
At least now I know it is getting better. I have less pain, actually, pain is almost gone.

Great self care. HT

thanks all and Hibee well actually I am very much anxious now because one of my nurse friends who I talk on the internet learned I got shingles and said that it can be quite dangerous.
Which put me in panic mode.
How can it be so dangerous? I don't understand what she meant but, also trying to figure out how I can be less stressed so I won't deal with this gain in my life.
I may consider antidepressants again? don't know what to do really :/